Need help and advice!!!

Hey guys, 

So I was just posting this to like, I don't know, I feel like I really need support and love right now and I thought that maybe trying to write some of it down might help me out a bit.

Basically, my boyfriend broke up with me last night. 

I don't know how much I'm going to be able to write about it, I'm not going into detail AT ALL about what happened as it's a private matter between the two of us and I don't want anyone else to know the reasoning.

But I am so heartbroken. 

I don't know what to do or how to feel. 

I've never been dumped before and like I love him so much, I really thought that this was the real thing. 

I just am in so much shock and so much heartache I don't even know how to begin to start dealing with it. 

I can't sleep, I can't stop crying and as much as I have people around me helping and being amazing, I just want him. 

I want us from yesterday morning, when I thought everything was okay and that we were perfect. 

I don't want to have to be dealing with this right now. 

If anyone has any ideas or support or anything I would love to hear from you guys.